left unconfused

i met an online friend months ago, and we became so close, 2 days ago she messaged me if when will i approach her and i got confused by what she her question cause we even talked earlier that day. i wasn’t able to reply quickly bcs we had a power interruption. once the electricity was back i immediately replied her messaged and asked her what does she mean by that, and she didn’t messaged me back anymore, what’s worse is that i found out today that she deleted all her social media accounts, i have no idea why did she do that. i am worried sick abt her but feeling heartbroken too at the same time bcs of that. i can’t stop thinking abt her. she told me before that she will not leave and also she has a fear of abandonment. then now she’ll do it to me. why?? just why??? i miss her a lot, i want her back. its hurting me sm bcs i love her and i am inlove with her, she doesn’t know it.

What do you think?

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internet life is boring

im so conflicted