Let Me Guess

I bet you $2.5 Million Dollars, when our pictures went public, and a certain evil celebrity found out we met. She, out of jealousy called you up and said: “I saw you met xyz. She had the hots for me back in the day blah, blah, blah.” Yes, I did when I was into Toxic, Superficial and Disloyal. Not realizing people treat you no better than their Ex or past relationship patterns. It was before I really knew what real, healthy reciprocal love was, left them behind and got engaged to someone Loving. Did the Toxic celebrity also tell you that she would stalk me and my fiance or dress up like her in identical clothing and dye her hair color like my fiance’s for her H&M /advertising campaigns? Oh, she left that part out. Did she tell you her dancers a la paid for escort lovers would also stalk us? Or that she would pay people to break into our home or harass me/us for y-e-a-r-s? Probably not. I tried to be a supportive friend to her but had to let her and her toxic, unloving, take, take, take, me, me, me, selfish, never give back in a genuine healthy way…go. She developed too many toxic habits via all her failed relationship and needs a therapist. Some people refuse to grow or change beyond the religious text in positive actions. She is lip service without an ounce of sincerity; stubborn, unapologetic, vain and prideful to the detriment of everyone she does not pay or employ to be in her circle. Her selfishness, ego and abusive controlling behavior did not work for me. She did not make me feel safe, nurtured or loved. Everything about her is a vain optical illusion, she is a mean spirited person with the evil heart of a whore. Being successful is more than money in a bank account, it is in how you treat people and love others along the way beyond just family, colleges or friends. I know you two spoke about me, I know the Queen of Toxic lust put in her toxic two cents about a past that never bared any blossom. It was my mistake for casting my seeds into rotten unappreciative soil that never grew Roses. She and I are nothing and will never be anything, not even friends because I outgrew her toxic bs years ago and put the past to rest. Although she will do her best to ruin the connection we share if you let her because if she cannot have me, she thinks no one can. It is because you have access to me now and she does not and will never again abuse me or my kindness. Seriously, I avoid her at all costs. So if she encourages you to dress up like her or play a joke on me, please don’t. I really have no respect or tolerance for that evil two faced witch anymore and I don’t care how rich or famous she is. She is not to be trusted, mean as fuck and toxic at heart. No amount of money can save her soul from what is to come. However, she will use you like a pawn to hurt you, me or both of us just because she can and likes to abuse the power of influence at her disposal. Cold and ruthless is an understatement and I do not want her involved in any aspect of my life. I like you, but I won’t be played for her ill intentions. If you want to know me and want me to drop my guard, you will need to keep this in mind: Let the past remain in the past, because you are the present, and by protecting our connection we can build a beautiful future together. If that is what we are willing to work for but you will have to make a choice because I cannot move forward with you, if you are involved with her in any way, shape or form. I will do whatever is necessary to safeguard my life, mental health and peace of mind. Even if that means walking away from you too which is the direction I am headed until you prove you will create a safe space where trust is the foundation. Don’t dress like her, or ever try to be like her, because you are a much better person with a level of class she will never obtain nor be able to compete with. You are a quality diamond mi amor. – Shalom