remembering when…we spent all day together and say fairly close to each other and there was a tiny bit of incidental touching and I am pretty certain she knew that I was perving on her but she just smiled and was really friendly…now I am not sure what to do because I am not totally sure whether what was happening was real or just my imagination….problem is I can’t get get secretly wish i could kill all the people who has ever emotionally or physically abused me in my life but im afraid i’ll go to **.
So I go to bed. Before going to sleep I check the recording on the iPad. I fast forward till I get to some conversation.
I hear my wife teasing her girlfriend that she is interfering with her morning routine. Then her girlfriend says well you know I never travel without my “ little friend” . “ we used to do it together all the time, so why not?” My wife then says “ we did always have a good time , but I need a hit first.
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