My imposter syndrome

I feel Soo dum and useless , I just came out of high school with 2 distinctions and a prize for best academic achiever in tourism , but somehow it doesn’t feel enough , I’m hurt by the fact I couldn’t get admitted to college or University , moreover all of my closest peers are living thier best lives at institutions. I don’t know why my life has to be this hot mess to make matters worse recently found out my girlfriend is pregnant and I don’t have the means to provide for the baby. My parents can barely keep our household afloat honestly feel I have failed my parents and nothing can ever get better 🙁 , plz anyone that can help me understand my life right now