I got addicted to porn at way to young of an age, and I’m still battling that addiction. I’m disgusted with myself because I’m not even trying. It’s the only feeling I get in my life anymore, and the thought of having nothing to look forward to at the end of the day makes me depressed. I live in a very safe area and know lots of great people, but I got addicted to the wrong kind of porn, and every time I’m somewhere new I hope someone comes and abuses me for their pleasure. I love being places I feel nervous in because I know there’s a chance I might get kidnapped and used. I’m still a virgin, and this fantasy goes way beyond what I’m writing, and I know it’s disgusting, but I just cant help it because I get no excitement in my life
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