was hard cuz I didn’t know they were using my dream and nightmare diary or any journals I wrote as a source to be abuse me and be driven. I didn’t even know I was real royality and they were the fake ones. I felt scammed, and alone and human trafficked by them and like they stole my sex life and I became a queer due to their abuse. I was shut out just about everywhere and still today I have been and I am now in 50s and a real royal without privileges like their famous ones. Never allowed to marry etc accused of things I did not do that makes me think did they do them and just blame me? when your kept in the dark and not told it makes you a mushroom you don’t want to be.
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