Slept with much younger co-worker

I am in my early 40s and not in my prime looks wise but I still attract all types. Lately, I’ve attracted some younger people. Many are attractive but as my male friend often calls young people “baby carriages.” They definitely are. Recently at work where a lot of them work at, I accepted the advances of one of them.

That day I was hypomanic and in a naughty mood and in the break room I blew him. He came within 5 minutes which surprised me because I rarely suck c**k because it usually hurts my mouth from an old car accident that messed up my jaw.

That excited me and I had to wait until after work for him to return the favor which he did and then we had incredible, intense sex for a solid 20 minutes before he came and I did multiple times.

He resembles my best friend a little bit without the personality and gorgeous lips and voice, which I believe is why I accepted. It’s the closest thing to sleeping with my best friend. I’m married but had cheated on my husband tons years ago. I’ve been a good girl the past couple, but I couldn’t resist this guy.

I’m doubtful it will happen again as I think it was just a one shot thing to fulfill my urges, and my husband has been lacking again in that department. I found out the guy was only 18 which made me want to vomit but at least he was barely legal, but what my bestie would call a baby carriage.

I feel pretty nauseous but did enjoy what he offered, which is a million years better than what the hubby offers back home. I’d prefer mg best friend but I’m in the doghouse with him of late because I’m an idiot. I feel a bit guilty but I can’t help but smile.