some things that i want to get out of my chest, and i dont care if you disagree. at first, i thought i was a bad person for not being interested in respecting someones pronouns and tried to find a reason. turns out i just dont want to cater to some motherfucker that i barely give a shit about. im not saying this as an edgy, hormone addled teenager, but then again, my word cant be believed by the outsider without evidence, but i am not going to bother. anyway, i also dont give a shit about fellow members of the lgbt community. yes, i am part of it. i am a bisexual. but that doesnt mean i care about other people in the community, or their rights. im not interested in being proud of my sexuality, or telling it to people. i dont give a shit about other lgbt people coming out or wanting rights, because i am extremely apathetic and egotistical. (note: i came to the conclusion of being a bad person due to knowing that lots of lgbt members want to come out and be proud, dont worry i am very aware of my flaws.) not to the point of entitlement, or openly being against it and making an effort to stop the movement, though. im not one of those stupid fucking karens. and i know that most people are uncomfortable saying those bad traits (selfishness and apathy) but for me, i dont care if the other person thinks i am an asshole, because i used to go through a self hating phase, but ultimately stopped caring anyway. i want to care due to a part of my moral compass, but i can’t. i cant be bothered to care about anyone. i know something is wrong with me. i kknow im supposed to care about my fellow lgbt members. but i cant now icant care man. i just want to be alone without talking to anyone anymore bruh i hope i can get over this phase, i hope it even is a phase. normally i hate when adults say that but holy SHIT I hope they are fucking right this misery has got to end bruh.
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