Confessions

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    I abuse my birdie and I lie about it to Mother.

    Mother has rules against playing with my birdie. I got caught abusing it. Mother put me over her knee and paddled my bare bottom while holding me in place by my balls until I was crying and begging. She paused for me to apologize and promise to be a good boy. Then she paddled me […] More

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    Void pt. 2

    And when I was 14 my ex girlfriend raped me in the school bathroom. And when I was 16 my ex boyfriend roofied me and sexually assaulted me. I never told anybody. More

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    Void

    I just needed to tell someone that I was raped. I was sexually abused by someone for some months and I was raped too. More

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    My father will never be enough and he should know that

    My father is an alcoholic abusive narcissist, and besides landing himself in prison a few times while raising me he hasn’t really gotten the justice that he deserves for not only majorly ruining my childhood, but hurting my poor folks we share familial relations with. He will never be in my life again, no matter […] More

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    Bad things happen in the rain

    I used to go for long walks in the rain at night. There’s a reason films have anything interesting or dramatic happen in the dark, cold rain. It’s beautiful. Of course, bad things can happen at any time. During one walk, I saw a man roughing up someone who, at the time, looked like a […] More

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    My PTSD demons and the ongoing hell of living

    I’ve not lived a normal or fun life but I’ve tried to after all the dark, violent, and psychological damage done to me by my father, supposed friends, bullies and jocks. Much of the violence and abuse ended after I graduated high school, but the damage was done at least psychologically. Many in the mental […] More

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    I was abused by the catholic church at 2 yrs old

    they stole my godparents on me. they got me attacked so many times and played dirty games on me. they enabled my abuses at home , ie my sister to torture me and didn’t believe it was the older child abusing the younger one. They enabled my sister to be a complete monster and bully […] More

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    The End

    I married an ex-con thinking he was the most charming, perfect man I had ever met but he sees me as less than him, because I’m a woman. He controls everything I do, and I can’t do anything right. If I make him angry, talk back, do anything I’m not supposed to… Then he degrades […] More