Confessions

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    I can’t stop thinking that I killed Her.

    The title seems misleading but it is the best way I can think to describe what I’m feeling. I didn’t actually murder anyone, and Her death was an accident that was not related to me. This is about unreasonable guilt. Let’s start from the beginning. I met Her in 6th grade. We were assigned to […] More

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    Only Heaven Knows

    I realize now I wasted a lot of time being in love with someone who did not know what love was. Their behavior and actions towards me were anything but loving. Love or a loving person does not lie about their identity just to obtain information to use it against you at a later date, […] More

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    my great grandma died

    my great grandma died, and i should be sad. but i’m not and i feel so bad about it. i cried and i am crying but i don’t know why. i don’t feel anything. everyone keeps telling me to remember her as the strong woman she was but i can’t even remember her face. it’s […] More