Confessions

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    My father will never be enough and he should know that

    My father is an alcoholic abusive narcissist, and besides landing himself in prison a few times while raising me he hasn’t really gotten the justice that he deserves for not only majorly ruining my childhood, but hurting my poor folks we share familial relations with. He will never be in my life again, no matter […] More

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    When the world won’t let you apologize

    I’ve done some stupid and impulsive things over the years. Some haunt me and others just make me laugh or shake my head. It’s rare though compare to when I was much younger. A few months ago I blacked out and did something I only realized I actually did by seeing a receipt in my […] More

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    I can’t stop thinking that I killed Her.

    The title seems misleading but it is the best way I can think to describe what I’m feeling. I didn’t actually murder anyone, and Her death was an accident that was not related to me. This is about unreasonable guilt. Let’s start from the beginning. I met Her in 6th grade. We were assigned to […] More

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    Sometimes people shouldn’t be

    Like, people are in so much pain. I’m not a fucking punching bag, though. I try to help you but you’re “unhelpable” < in your own words. If you're not going to do something about it, nobody can just ding a magic wand and fix your life. Some of us have a shit run of […] More

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    Lies to have a 3way then it went wrong

    I once lied to a friend that wanted to have a three way to make sure it happened. Most women and the hotter they are, the more they like hearing such things like having gotten it on with another guy. I knew this turned my friend on. To have sex with her I said I […] More

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    my great grandma died

    my great grandma died, and i should be sad. but i’m not and i feel so bad about it. i cried and i am crying but i don’t know why. i don’t feel anything. everyone keeps telling me to remember her as the strong woman she was but i can’t even remember her face. it’s […] More