Confessions

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    My father will never be enough and he should know that

    My father is an alcoholic abusive narcissist, and besides landing himself in prison a few times while raising me he hasn’t really gotten the justice that he deserves for not only majorly ruining my childhood, but hurting my poor folks we share familial relations with. He will never be in my life again, no matter […] More

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    I attract or am attracted to bad people

    I know there’s something wrong with me. When I was younger I just thought I was shy and quiet and had a crazy dad who sometimes took it out on me. It sure as hell left its mark. I was also bullied all those years ago by the usual types that did it for about […] More

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    Manipulation by an ex lover wanting attention

    A once friend of mine I was involved with blamed abuse for her promiscuity. Sadly the two are often intertwined. I told her that’s not my business but she was using it as a crutch in the form of manipulation. I told her you’re a known narcissist and many assume you’re a sociopath, although I […] More

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    Conditional Love

    My mother is a fucking cunt and I hate her. I have done nothing but be kind and tried my hardest to facilitate the relationship. Well I am older now, and not a people pleaser anymore. I gave boundaries and they were broken time and again. So I went no contact. Unfortunately legal matters make […] More