Confessions

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    I’m 18 now

    I turned 18, finally. One of the most celebrated things in life. Finally being called an adult, able to do adult things! I remember talking about it and being excited as a kid. I’ll be able to do many things I couldn’t do before. But why did I cry instead of smiling like everyone else. […] More

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    my great grandma died

    my great grandma died, and i should be sad. but i’m not and i feel so bad about it. i cried and i am crying but i don’t know why. i don’t feel anything. everyone keeps telling me to remember her as the strong woman she was but i can’t even remember her face. it’s […] More

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    Blue hair, brown eyes – I miss you under gray skies

    Charlie. The former Mr. Tanuki. Gorgeous, green-thumb goth. Beautiful, badass baker. Amazing, appalling artist. I miss you every day. New meds and extra therapy help flatten it out, so some times are less-bad than others, but I miss what we had (and what we could have had) every hour of every day. I feel like […] More