self-destruction

I sabotage my friendships because I was unable to receive love from my mother and father. So, I only know lust and it’s killing me. Food binges, can’t find a Sponsor and almost caused myself a heart attack. I’m addicted to images and I’m in a 12-Step program. God is the answer and surrender, but […] More

caution this is morbid i just dont care anymore . . . every now and then i c u t holes in myself and dig stuff out i want to literally r 1 p my guts out next itll probably take ages maybe ill d13 ah well nearly made it 2 whole decades thats more […] More