For about 24 some odd years, I was completely faithful to my marriage. In fact, I had never had sex with anyone but my wife. Then, something happened. I allowed it to happen, and I had sex with someone else. For the last 6 out so years, I have probably had sex with some dozen or more women. I currently am seeing 2 different women (other than my wife), and am getting ready to have a baby from yet another woman. I try to tell myself it’s because she is sick and can’t have sex with me, but that isn’t really the truth. It’s because I am addicted to it. I absolutely love the variety of sex I’m getting and don’t know how to stop. Disgusting for someone who has a sick wife at home.
Maybe you should seek some professional help? I am sure they may be able to help