This is pretty boring. Nothing like the stuff I’ve read on here with thousands of views. Anyways I’m just writing to get it out of me. I really liked this guy. The first guy I went to prom with. He seemed sweet, kind and interested in me. We were at talking stage for like 6 months. After a while we went on dates, 3 in total. He seemed nice until he became really creepy. Suggesting what would he prefer actresses to do to him sexually, like bdsm level. It was just too much for me and too early. Especially when he started staring with excessive lust in his eyes and overall body language. I tried to give him sometime thinking maybe it was a phase but it kept on getting worst. This was the first guy I had been so close with so I easily got super attached to him and then it was too difficult to get of it. Still I managed to get out but for some fucked up reason I still have feelings for the one he was before he turned all creepy. I don’t know how do I get him out of my head and it’s been two years. I need to stop self-sabotaging.
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