I have everything I ever wanted. Loving family, great girlfriend, good job. I was secure in myself, I’ve never had a connection with a man.
But recently I’ve started to crave cock. Whenever I get horny my pussy aches for something big to fill it. As soon as my girlfriend leaves me home alone I can’t help but masturbate watching bbc porn and pounding myself with a thick dildo. I do it in all sorts of positions: on my back with my legs wide, bent over taking a dildo stuck to the wall, riding and bouncing – every time imagining a man’s hard cock in me. I’ve gotten addicted to it, to the point where I consider sexting and even fucking men. I can’t do that to my partner, but my pussy is tempting me…
If you are already at that point, it is only a matter of time. I started craving it in my late 30’s. Partially because my wife and I were fighting, weren’t speaking. I was lonely. Went camping and saw a couple of guys doing it in the woods. Couldn’t get it out of my mind. Then one night I was sitting at a very crowded bar where everybody was shoulder to shoulder. Next thing I know the guy next to me had his hand on my knee. every minute or so it crawled up my leg a bit. Next thing I know I am laying on my stomach on the shag carpeting in his van, and he is laying on top of me pounding me. That was 35 years ago. But still, 3 or 4 times a year, i desperately need a hard cock.