S, you were the best gift our school ever gave me. 3.5 years of being your best friend and the girl you considered your sister does not compare to any friendship I have ever had. The calls in which I wouldn’t even realise how hours would pass by, the secrets about our crushes and past, how we used to text each other instantly when something would happen, I miss it all. I may say that I hate you but I know in my heart I would never mean it. Seeing you be close to someone like you used to be with me kills me from inside but I don’t have a choice so I stay quiet, watch how she takes my place. The friendship breakup broke me into pieces and 9 months later, I am still trying my best to glue the pieces together. I am not sure if I’ll ever heal from this, you blamed it all on me and made me the criminal, played the victim but I still have the soft corner for you which can’t even afford to see you cry. In present, we don’t talk much but if you ever come across this, just know that I could never hate you and if you ever need me I’m always there for you like I had always been whenever you needed me. I hope in future you find happiness and heal from the pain I caused you. I miss you and us, I’m sorry.
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