Voices

I confess that I have been hearing voices in my mind for over 5 years. They have been both good and bad, angels and demons, Jesus and Lucifer. They have learned all about my body and mind and shift my feelings through the manipulation of my chakras and aura. They have removed a part of me and replaced it over and over with different ‘spirits’, each one a different felt way of being. They have made me feel uncomfortable to observe my responses. One story has been that I have been given a child ‘demon’ that I have to change into an angel. The demons are the grey aliens that have come back in time to fix what went wrong in our evolution. A breaking away from God’s will. I have been living a more and more holy life as a way to blend this world and the next. Yet I fail everyday through not living up to what I say or intend to do. Today I used a word I shouldn’t have and ate when they didn’t want me to. I acted out of anger and spite and was selfish in what I did. The metaphor of this being a prison plays out again and again and how our actions in this life play out in reverse in the next. I am praying constantly and am desperately trying to find Jesus through the forest of these voices. Please pray for me. G