“I know the military thing was mostly my idea! That we had it all planned out. I know it’s been 2 weeks of you gone in basic training but I didnt know the distance would be this hard. Its over.. and I’m sleeping with …..”
“I’m sorry.. but a dude crying because he’s drunk and emotional and realizes he’s happy for the first time in 10 years is just..ick..I cant be with you. this 6 month relationship is over, and that dude I met a week ago that I have never spoken to without you there is my new man”
“You healed me. You healed the damage my ex husband did. You taught me men could be kind. Thank you. Now I’m ready to find a real man. This tattoo artist, maryjane smoker/dealer guy excites me. he’s tough and rugged and dangerous. You’re boring. kthxbye”
Now:
Ugh, you’re so toxic masculinity coded! You know its not healthy to not show emotions or to not get attached or to be ok with being alone. Gross.
I’m not ok with being alone. The silence at night is deafening. However, thinking there is an option would break me at this point.
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