its the smug smirky look she would get at parties and looking down giggling at everyone as if we were all jokes . It was the way she had us a slave to her , all the parties for their whoring advancement while we all did the cleaning up and being abused and bashed behind closed doors and no one was allowed to know what was really going on. It all felt unfair. It was a feeling that came over me bit by bit the more I missed out on things in life that are normal milestones you should get. I looked back and realised she just expected me to be her slave like all of them did. I can’t see what is right in that in childhood and we were expected to eat the crumbs on the floor and swept up shit off the floor. Some people just push too much.
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