I never thought I’d be in this position. Growing up, I always thought I was straight. I dated girls, had crushes on them, and never really questioned it. But something changed recently. I was hanging out with my friend, Tyler, and we ended up getting really close. One night, we were just messing around, and I kissed him. I didn’t expect it to feel the way it did. It wasn’t a big deal at the time, but now, every time I think about it, I realize it wasn’t just a joke. I’ve been avoiding it, but I can’t lie to myself anymore. I’m not sure what this means yet, but I can’t shake the feeling that maybe I’m not as straight as I thought. It’s confusing, and honestly, I don’t know what to do with this.
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