Confessions

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    I’m a timebomb and it’s ticking

    I attract bad people and although I’m not looking for such people, I know likely why. Damaged people. Being damaged with multiple disorders, I’m attracted to people that normally don’t judge me or flee when things aren’t simplistic in nature. They also are the “real ones.” Funny thing on the latter is a narcissist did […] More

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    Wish I Was Cuter

    Don’t get me wrong, I have a very good body below my neck, but then there’s my dude face. Sure, I could wear makeup or something, and maybe I’d pass, but who am I wearing it for? I want to truly be the cute boy that I am inside, and I want to be loved […] More

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    I plan to die at 50.

    Im 19 (soon to be 20), Nb. Depressed and alone. There’s one thing keeping me going right now, and its the promise that I’ll hold off on any self harm until im 50. Cause, if I get my life together by then, I’ll just end it. It’s not great but, it’s a burden off my […] More

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    Accepting my curse

    I have been in therapy since I was fifteen. At fifteen I had a same sex relationship with another girl and we were found by my mother in full engagement, head between her legs. It was my first time and hers too. There were no feelings that we were doing something wrong, we were charged […] More

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    i genuinely disgust myself

    recently i’ve been getting daily sexual intrusive thoughts, often about immoral or disgusting acts that would get me locked up if i ever even spoke about them. not only that, but my taste in porn is quite honestly fucking disgusting and perverted. if anyone found out about this my life would probably be over. i […] More

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    My father sabotaged our lives

    He made effort to leave us nothing ; not even an 401K, insurance, property, anything. Sold everything and ate it on the bottom of an alcohol bottle, giving the rest for his fucking (God burn his soul) uncle. Now I’m getting fired from my job at July, have huge debt, and that asshole is in […] More

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    idk what to title this..

    my ex broke up with me and since then ive just been starving myself, so i can lose weight and look prettier i guess? i dont miss him at all since he cheated on me twice and i realized hes an asshole. but this is the first time im eating in like 3 days and […] More

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    I am fucking depressed about my height.

    I am a boy who is 5’8″ which is considered to average to short, also I’m 20 years old so there’s slim chance of me gaining any extra inches ! It is so frustrating at the same time very depressing for me. I have an issue of overthinking and I always think about how my […] More

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    hope your doing well

    Hey ephnel i hope youre doing well. Im glad even if it was short and probably my fault i couldnt keep in touch it still happened. we had a nice spark. Thanks for everything and thanks for being real. I really do wish the best. Thanks. More

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    The worst

    I’m at a big game in a big arena. I had to pee which was a far far walk down and up many stairs, with a bum knee. I didn’t want to go in the first place… But when nature calls…. I went in and had to go to the first open one cause there […] More

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    Universe

    I don’t feel like myself right now. My acne looks so shit and its the worst it’s ever been and what ever I have tried doens’t seem to work. Like my insecurity is so high and i feel so uncomfortable. everyone seems to be judging the way i look due to my acne and people […] More

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    better off alone

    feeling so fucking sick of everything you know? i feel like there’s a part of my brain that just turns on that’s sexually horrifying and I can’t recognize that person as ‘me’ and it scares me. I don’t think a healthy sexual relationship is possible for me. More

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