I think about killing myself because of this girl I’m OTP with as I type this. She doesn’t express how she feels about anything and at some points, I feel that I’m not good enough for her. I have been stuck in what feels like a loophole of overthinking thoughts of killing myself, killing her, and killing her horny cat that keeps meowing every time I come over. Please tell me what i should do to anyone.
do not do that its baf