I fell for a friend and the crush has lasted a while. It subdued for sometime but once we met to hangout again after a while the feelings resurfaced. When I look at it objectively, I believe it must be the fact my relationship is currently long distance and I’m not in the best place mentally and emotionally, so maybe my brain is trying to distract me with something that brings me joy or at least makes me feel something other than stress. But unfortunately it is just another thing that brings worry to my life, because It is too painful to think about being with some is not interested in you while also being committed to someone else. When I’m with my partner, my crush is not important anymore anyway, so hopefully once I go back home I will finally feel normal again and this will just be a thing of the past.
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