This is where I have come to tell the story of losing my virginity. I was sixteen, my cousin was fourteen and we were horsing around in front of the television. We were alone, it was after school and her parents wouldn’t be home until after six in the evening. But none of that was part of us horsing around, we just started by touching, and hitting and me getting on her to force her down and control her. Between this fight and that fight I ended up between her legs looking down on her, her wrists in my hands.
No one said a word. I started humping her. She laid there under me. I got hard and had to do something to relieve the discomfort in my jeans and I got my zipper down and my dick was free. I pushed myself up so my cousin could see it. She didn’t say anything so I went back to humping between her legs. As I got more more aroused I started kissing her, at first she shook her head away, but once I got a good kiss on her lips she let me kiss her.
I got up on my knees and grabbed her panties from under her dress and pulled them off, her naked jungle staring back at me. When I got back on her I rubbed my dick up and down her pussy, and she reached around under me and grabbed my dick and put it in her vagina. I fucked her, fucked her until I could not hold it in anymore, and I relieved myself in her. She didn’t say anything.
I got off, and she lay there with her legs still open. I asked her to show me her tits and she pulled her shirt up to show me. We got up, I pulled my pants up and she was without her panties. We went down to the kitchen and while she was serving us a glass of water I pulled up her skirt to see her naked butt cheeks. I grabbed her hard, my hands on her tits and shoved myself against her backside. She held the glasses up and didn’t lose and drop of water. We went back upstairs and I told her I wanted her to give me a blowjob. I unzipped again and I was already hard, and she took my dick in her hand and gave me a blowjob. I kissed her lips, I grabbed her tits, I grabbed her ass, I grabbed her crotch. She looked at me.
My cousin never refused me, not once. And as we grew up and we had more than one instance that she was on her period, she turned to give me her ass to fuck. She never said anything, whatever I wanted, and if I wanted a glass of water she went to get it. We went to the beach in the summer before she graduated from high school. I was in college and I was extremely horny. I told her I wanted her to come and get in bed with me. She left her room with her sister and came and got in bed with me, and we were found together naked the next morning. She kissed me on the cheek, I remember, as to let her mother know she was there because she wanted to.
We got a series of lectures about premarital sex, about how girls got pregnant, about first cousins and all that. Nothing mattered, when it was time she got married. When it was time she got pregnant. When it was time, she fixed dinner.
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