Earlier this year, i started talking to this guy that found me off of Instagram. We were mutuals at first, sometimes sending each other memes and other stuff, then i started flirting with him and then i caught feelings for him and the feeling was mutual. Fast forward to a couple of months and we officially met up irl and then started dating and completely skipped the whole getting-to-know-you phase. We were both immature and there were TONS of issues. There were some things he said about sex that now i see was a red flag, tbh I did give him mixed signals, we were just making out and being touchy but sex was one of the things i wasn’t completely ready for, he mentioned about maybe us moving together when he got enough money, we talked about marriage, kids, having a family, i brought up meeting each others parents/family, and just yk thinking ahead but when it came to the relationship itself it was weird, there were things i should’ve told him and been more clear about, same thing on his end. We just went with the flow which was nice up until a bit after the honeymoon phase, i made way too many mistakes including not talking to him and also going to other people such as friends, as for him idk. Long story short I got furious when he was being unserious and immediately blocked him and looking back that conversation should’ve been a phone call instead, i went back a few days later to end things and idk it’s been a few months now I’m just sitting here reflecting and tbh I’m just so ashamed of myself for not being mature but also for not doing more but overall it was a complete mess
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