I was embarrassed

I was in checking a patient’s vital signs, a doctor walked in to talk to the patient and I finished taking her vital signs and I walked out and closed the door and the doctor immediately opened the door and I felt awkward embarrassed humiliated belittled immature and I was angry disrespectful hypocritical lazy stubborn I lied I was prideful selfish insensitive impersonal unloving unmerciful irresponsible ungrateful ungodly I was boastful I was trying to be someone I’m not I was intentionally trying to impress my coworkers I was Lustful and flirtatious divisive manipulative ungodly self righteous jealous faithless I was immature unprofessional disrespectful self righteous and I had resentment and a martyr like attitude and I had worldly sorrow and I hardened my heart against God, myself and everyone and I was anxious afraid worried paranoid and I felt socially awkward